Sunday, December 11, 2011

WHY ARE YOU YELLING AT ME?!?!

This week the drama classes at my high school had their Christmas play or plays. It was three little plays put into one. It just so happened one of my best friends was is in drama so I just had to go to support her. It was on Friday and Saturday night. My boyfriend, Seth and I had planned to go on Friday. I went ahead and bought a Friday ticket just to find out he couldn't go. I still went though on Friday but I also went on Saturday with Seth. Friday I sat with Andrea's mom and little brother. Andrea is my friend in the play and let me add she did a great job! She is actually inspiring me to do drama my junior year! Anyway, since I sat with her mom and little brother I was automatically paying more attention to what was actually happening in the play. I got the full message pretty much. We left after the second play though so I didn't get to see the last one. I heard it was boring though so I wasn't that upset. On Saturday though I sat with Seth and Andrea's "guy-friend", Chance. Seth and I hadn't seen each other since Friday, that's a long time for us so we were excited to see each other. We did what we usually do when we let our excitement out, we play fight. We act like we're mad at each other when we're obviously not, we playfully punch each other(not abusively at all though), we basically just play around, act goofy and make fun of each other. It doesn't last the whole time we're together though, we get serious and act like civilized people after some time. So, we sat watching the play, waiting for our friends to show up on stage and we'd exchange smiles and silly comments. After the second play ended I told him I was going to get Andrea but he told me he wanted to stay so I said I'd stay with him so he wasn't alone. We sat and talked and waited for Andrea and Chance to come back. When Andrea came back I told her how good she did and she asked me questions, the whole after-performance deal. Then, I was just being silly, not trying to be a crazy girlfriend and I was acting like I was gonna look through Seth's phone and he made a big deal about it so I took it upon myself to look through it. It really stirred up a fight and he was yelling at me, in public! I couldn't believe it, he never yells at me and here he was, the guy I've become so close to who has the biggest heart I could imagine yelling at me in front our friends and people we didn't know. I didn't even know what to say after some time though I managed to croak out "Why are you yelling at me?" I began to tear up and of course he felt bad and he told me he didn't realize he was really yelling. There was really any I'm Sorry's or are you ok now?'s When the third play started I didn't understand anything that was happening and I told him that so he was keeping me updated on what was happening, that's what broke the ice of our some-what argument. I am so thankful that I have someone there for me like that. Someone that doesn't hold a grudge against me and is willing to understand me and take things to heart and not make everything a big deal. I'm a really lucky girl!

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